Intellect (Illinois) - Finding Yourself lyrics

[Verse 1: Intellect] Living In An Era, Where We Live By An Error Of Everybody Saying Love, And Never Showing It Where Nobody Likes A Virgin But Hoes Would Get Attention Because Its Easy To Get Them So Good Guys They Miss Them You Turn Her On She Will Ride You The Ignition, This Is The Coalition We Buy Rims And Expensive Clothes And Shoes To Get a Hoe Attention See Me Stick Them, Then Forget Them These The Type Of Women, We Would Never Mention To A Mom, We Just Brag To Our n***as How It Was the Bomb But As She Gets Under-covers, She Slowly Uncovers Her Purpose, It Makes Her Feel Worthless Makes Her Think Is It Worth It, She Soul Searches To Stand On Her Two Feet, To Know She Doesn't Need A Man to Meet Happiness It Just So Happens She Seeks Prosperity And Purity To Reach That Goal She Goes To where They Preach The Gospel The Spiritual Hospital Where They Teach Jesus Died And Rose for Your Sins So You Keep His Commandments Hear Believe Repent Confess Get Baptized Then You'll See All Your Sins He Will Bleach Take Away But You Gotta Rep Him In These Streets You Start To Pray And Study The Bible In Your Free Time Now Watch How You Be, Finding That Your Beauty Doesn't Define Me The Hard Times Are The Defining, Moments You Went From A b**h Lose With No Leash To Christian Lady A True Queen [Verse 2: Intellect] She Was 16 Years Old Young Beautiful But Too Bold She Walk Around Like She Grown But In Heart And Mind She On Sadness, Its Tragic, you Make this Live Lavish Anything She Want She Can Have It, Wrong Her Mother, Don't Love Her, Her Daddy Don't Need Her That's Why When She Born He Chose To Leave Her Her Momma Remarried A Thug Who Then Chose To Beat Her, When He See Her Cause He Was A Heavy Drinker She Told Her Momma But Momma Don't Believe Her, Or Maybe She Do But Momma Wants To Keep Her Man Because Nights Be Colder Than Freezer When You Alone But In That Home You Can Believe Her Nights Are Filled With Tears, And Her Head Is Filled With Fears She Don't Wanna Be Here, She Wish She Can Disappear But When She Get Around Her Peers, She Use Her Smile As A Mask To Mask The Pain That She Has She Could've Been On The Honor Roll, Get Grades So She Could Go To Any School But She Played Dumb, And Strayed From Guys Because Her Step Daddy Looked Her In Her Eyes And Held Her Down Had Her Hands Tied And Raped Her Told Her He'll Slay-Her If She Tired Telling Her Momma That's When She Cried And Wish That She Would Just Die