Input - Personal Service Announcement lyrics

I watch it take its toll in every possible behavior / Sitting in the corner hoping some day he would save her But he didn't, it grew more difficult, in fact / he's the only reason why this whole commitment's not intact Torn in two, forced to decide where to stand / But it grows to be intense when support can't meet demand So I listen, and take both sides into account / I'm attached to every two, preventing either one from drowning Listen up, there's no particular response / that could heal these wounds and stagnate more of this loss Let it out Let it fly but don't let it die / Nearly three decades leaves me puzzled asking why Why try to immediately intervene and change this / Multiply the difference and you learn to lose your patience Say this might have a moment of redemption / Holding me together is my mother's sole protection Broken spirits, married to an ever-changing person / Complicated everything and feeling undetermined Our father, teaching me to be the man I see / But I need to question lessons and create my own identity Stolen thoughts, my childhood was based on their existence / But if they can't survive together, where's my hope to live this Life to its fullest and succeed in a relationship / Based on where they land I'll occupy where the patience sits Making this a therapy session with what I write / Bury me beneath the melted wax of the candle light Fighting for the happy ending promised to each other / It drove itself into a barricade of being stubborn Lovers, sworn to protect each other physically / Suffering from detached feelings, corrupted symmetry It came across as being easy for abandonment / Alcohol induced phone calls is a mismanagement Of a father-son bond losing interaction / Now I sit in front of her and watch it k** the pa**ion That she saved to live for the life of this one man / Praying for the day that she would get to see her husband South American culture doesn't seem to point the finger / South American culture is convincing him to leave her North American culture is influencing her judgment / Move on, it's not worth all this destruction A husband in fairytale on the fly enthusiast / Damaging this world of her's is just ludicrous 6 months gone with the same explanation / Still unimpressed with always being on vacation Unemployed, just another ploy to leave the country / Hasn't seen the love of her life since he was nothing With a little money, he exasperated traveling / making me a witness to the bickering and battling It seems like a soap opera adolescence program / Live now, leave later, welcome to my stone hands They don't execute that signal of affection / The eyes are a window to a spiritual infection Now I'm responsible to act as her fallback / Her crutch, her brains, her rock, whatever you want to call that This is the road that must now be followed / A time to unload and start to feel what is hollow I remember when he said that we were just the same / That's my inspiration to change, I'll recreate the name Remember when he said that we were just the same / That's my inspiration to change, I'll recreate the name Love won't bother to salvage a father / I didn't even want to f**ing write this song Life stays stubborn, it won't help a mother / I didn't even want to f**ing sing this song Time stays distant, along with commitment / I didn't even want to f**ing make this song Alone and apart, this dismantled the heart / I didn't even want to f**ing know this song Love won't bother, life won't stays stubborn / I didn't even want to f**ing write this song Time stays distant, alone and apart / I didn't even want to f**ing sing this song To salvage a father, you won't help a mother / I didn't even f**ing want to make this song Along with commitment, this dismantled heart / I didn't even want to f**ing know this song Love won't bother, life stays stubborn / I didn't even want to f**ing write this song Time stays distant, alone and apart / I didn't even want to f**ing sing this song To salvage a father, it won't help a mother / I didn't even f**ing want to make this song Along with commitment, this dismantled heart / I didn't even want to f**ing know this song