Counting moments of a life Sand waves in a desert sea of dreams Sacrificed within my guilt Heaven feels another step away And i still bleed here Walls are crumbled within me Mother please just stay with me Once again I need your warmth Embrace me like the fire Shut my eyes and take my pain away She said burn again I grief for yesterday And all these things I've lost I know when lights are gone I'll stand before myself tonight Where darkest thoughts prevailed Behind closed eyes I'll reach the only truth i can't escape Afraid no more