Infinite Knowledge - John 11:35 lyrics

I don't have a weakness not even my Achilles Keep the fire close to smoke y'all like some phillies You earned yourself an ashtray some call it a urn Too busy with my hoes I'm a let you s**ers burn Born a pimp die a pimp leave me with a perm Before you put me under, or I'm a f**ing turn Used to be a lover but then I felt hatred Used to be like Adam but then I felt naked So now I'm doing dirt till the day that I die Slithering together with scales of the same kind snakes that are sly Kinda like the one that made me ate the apple pie But at least when on this road, I'm filled with good intentions God is the judge you can save your opinions But thank you for listening, thank you for you're empathy Life ain't what its meant to be But at least I got feet so I don't need your sympathy CHORUS There's something in the air that makes eyes cry Cause I won't shed a tear till I motherf**ing die There's something in the air that makes eyes tear Cause f** the whole world there ain't nothing that I fear Been laughed at frowned upon Had to wear the crown of thorns Fell in love heart was torn Cursed the day that I was born Living was a big regret Couldn't wait till date of d**h Envied, don't know why never did have plenty Neglected hated on Toddler broken home Lived without the mother lived without the father Highest expectations but didn't bring the honor Ridiculed been abused Distant never fit Into any stupid click Self-esteem had none I was just a sad one But after looking back some That's how it had to be So that I could be the me That a walk you through to sea So that I could be the me That a offer you a G Just cause I got it on me and you need it more then me What's up with all the greed n***as spoiling one baby when a million they could feed As long as they ain't Robbin Hoods God bless the thieves (CHORUS) If there's 7 billion of us why's everyone in this world so Goddamn lonely Or maybe its just me Goddammit God I thought you were my homie I thought you'd be with me when everyone was gone But you left me all alone There's footprints in the sand but they're mine not yours Admit it you've forsaken me You're lousy as a Father you never even play with me You never thought me sh** not even how to count from A to Z You're just semen donor and your s**m bank is earth I searched for you in madness I even went to church I swear you weren't there God are you anywhere Pay your son a visit cause I'm running out of days And when you come to see me please don't bring me any plagues They say God is love so then just bring love And if that's too expensive you could just bring a hug (CHORUS)