Zuma - BlAke - DayZ and Nights lyrics

[Verse 1] I hold that gun to my head, No one else shall be hurt in my mind, I see my life in reverse I see The times when this life was worse those few weeks after all of it started were just absurd the Line was blurred between what's right what's wrong I can't remember how I survived this long I can't remember what it was like before all I remember is I said I gotta fight this war so I did And I was cruel and reckless and I thought it was the way to not get infected but now I get that The only virus is me and those helpless survivors, the righteous I've seen that I k**ed in this crises So self-righteously that I left lying lifeless made a tyrant of me now I bleed, and I deserve this pain I Put the gun away, I deserve to stay [Corus] I don't pretend (All I've done will haunt me for) Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be) Here, And live with myself (I don't need any need any Help) I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell [verse 2] I decide to live with my sins I can flight, Or just leave and get wings I decide to go to cherno To create something safe of all this f**in inferno not for me, I'll use my expertise to safe those that Still feel peace and still have dreams but I don't know if it's gonna work, but I'm at ease I wanna be the man That I am in my memories so I start to run it's only some miles after A while I see the sky starts looking like Sunrise I arrive at first light then see some zeds, I'm alive but this fight might be my last bet but I'ma get what I need, you'll see there's never been anything between me and my needs but then. I see A guy. he looks scared I can See it in his eyes but why [Corus] I don't pretend (All I've done will haunt me for) Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be) Here, And live with myself (I don't need any need any Help) I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell [Verse 3] For the first time, since all of this started I look at someone and don't consider him as A target I don't know what to say so I say "Hey" Then he walks my way, gun pointed at my face I say "Pull the trigger I've Got nothing to lose" he looks at me and says "hm, and I've got nothing to prove, but I know who you are and that is Is why I'm confused, If you are hawk, Then why didn't shoot" [Corus] I don't pretend (All I've done will haunt me for) Dayz and nights on end (so I gonna be, I gonna be) Here, And live with myself (I don't need any need any Help) I can handle myself I won't abandon this hell [Outro] "How do you know who I am, we never met before, yes we did... and everyone knows who you are"