ZuK - Afraid lyrics

[Verse 1] Who do you aspire to be? I'm just putting down my feet inside the water to see if I got the courage and the strength to be the person inspiring me Cause I'm certain that ain't just gonna die unsurprisingly Put a bullet to my face And I'll go down but I'm smiling Send me the number to explode and that's the number I'm dialing Put a spark in the fire so you can send it off spiraling Out of control like the path of this f**ing plane that I'm piloting [Bridge: ZūK] And I'm afraid And I'm afraid And I'm afraid I wanna stay [Verse 2: ZūK] I want to stay but I can't stay here I want to pray but I can't pray here Another day but it feels like years No other way, I got to face these fears I got to say what I don't want to hear Hide away like I don't got ears I want to play but I don't got peers I got to pay for the price of my tears I got to pay but the price is priceless The life that I live is lifeless Just a few steps in this brightness Surrounded by blue like Cyprus I shoot for the news like ISIS I'm drowning in booze but I like this I'm destined to lose but I type this I'm sick of this bruise like typhus I'm tired of hearing these trap songs I'm wondering where the real raps' gone I'm shooting a bottle, the caps off T-Minus 10 'till I blast off This sh** is far from the last song I shoot for the stars in this vast dome I'm wondering, "Where did my past go?" The future is all that I ask for I'm wondering, "Where did my past go?" The future is all the I ask for [Outro] But I'm afraid But I'm afraid I want to stay I want to stay