Zoetic - Paralyzed (Feat. Tweak) lyrics

[Bridge:Zoetic] I'm drinkin' whiskey out the bottle Devil on my caudal Rev the engine throttle To get me away I feel I've sunk into the bottom Feelin' sorrow Prayin' that I see tomorrow But these skies are gray! [Hook:Tweak] I'm so paralyzed... I can no longer move an inch... I'm so paralyzed... Can I break free from this grip? I'm so paralyzed(x4) Like a deer in the headlights Hopin' to move but intoxicated by the fright, he might lose his life! [Verse 1:Zoetic] Feeling paralyzed.. Got me counting nine lives... Cause this cats on his last leg, this could be his last day, livin' off of borrowed time Overcome this mountain climb, strugglin' to write a rhyme Committing all these crimes Might have to pull a columbine Cause his minds sicker than swine And he drowns his thoughts in wine Lying to his mind tells himself he's doing fine Stay on the grind Stackin' up them bucks Keep writin' songs, and keep pumpin' trucks But these days are so mundane Makes me wanna go insane And make my brain see brains Scattered on the windowpane Thats the true meaning of pain Its a god damn shame Growin' up as a believer forced to be a bottom feeder Just to try to make ends meet Hustlin' d** in the street I just might get my a** beat See my body on the scene Chalked up white over that green I just wanna smoke some weed So i give into the puff smoke, now i'm flat broke My homies be them cutthroats that'll cut you up like fresh coke Always thinkin' bout money How to make this life more bloody Cause these skies is never sunny See these grey clouds all above me Somebody help me [Hook] [Verse 2:Zoetic] Starin' a whole in the floor Try to open all these doors I can't feel my legs no more Paralyzed i've lost control Movin' slow, thru meadows Crawl through the valley of d**h Movin' prone i try my best until i got nothin' left, yes No, I don't know, but i feel I gots to go Tryna hold on to the flow Somebody said reap what you sow Thats why i'm out here doin' shows Paranoia eats me up, i wish i some friends or hoes To the point it got me screamin' Is this real or am I dreamin'? I f**ed this life up so much I don't think theres a chance of redeeming Myself, maybe start over and just myself But f** that, slittin' ya wrists and jumpin' off a bridge Cause a real man would use a gun Then there'd be no chance of not gettin' the job done Cause were self destructive Im just tryna make life productive But i'm oppressed by corruption Government funds ebol population control I should do the world a solid and just help it, f** it [Hook] [Bridge]