Zenith Griffin - All Alone lyrics

[Skit] [Verse 1: Zenith Griffin] Cold a** dark room Notepad busy scripting,sippin' on gin watching cartoons All alone in this b**h caught up in my own thoughts feeling like am drowning and there's no one there to help beside the pool, Damn In reality this is the part where I look in the mirror and say f** it, what am I suppose to do My heart being filled with hatred and anger Feeling like a time bomb "tick tock" got everybody wondering when's the explosion due. Uh Mama you wanna how much loneliness I've consumed or the many times I tried to get my a** on the pedastal? My heart be achin', the internal pain that am feeling All you ever did was bring me a box full of penacilines No pills can take away the pain that am feeling No words can describe the sick thoughts that I've been thinking mama A sad soul trapped inside a flesh vessel Below the stars that where I'll be crying your name out hard mama [Pre hook] The world of the demons The world of the demons [Hook] Lucifer's effect am a confused lost soul Internally bleeding inside my body feels cold The last of the dying breed forced to survive alone Angel of d**h dragging me into a hell's hole [Verse 2: Zenith Griffin] Now am back with the second verse still spittin' the painful truth How funny I always feel alone even when am in the booth Below the stars, that's where I'll be crying hard.internally bleeding spikes running through my vains and heart Still staring in the mirror Forced to face the ugly truth A demon holding my shoulder, God I need your angels too Sorrounded by dark souls,emotions held back, feeling cold and lost in this lonely dark room Having to wake up at night,body paralyzed,thinking a n***a might end up like Harry too Damn mama for 17 years I've been sceaming your name.hoping you'll me cry and take away this burning pain The clock is ticking, by the time your my cry That will be the time I've sold my soul to the misunderstood one Holding hand with the devil no h*mo As we approach the burning gate of hell wearing nothing but a suit and tie mama [Hook] [Skit]