Zella Day - Kansas City Motel Room (New/Unreleased) lyrics

[Intro] I've been feeling numb for a while So I turn up the AC dial So I can feel something holding me Even if it's just cotton sheets [Verse 1] I've learned to accept that people can't save me And if there's some changing, it will be here inside of me I won't pretend that I don't love you, if I can tell you how I feel My world is slowing down and I've been stuck up on this hill Where the chaos down below made me feel like I don't know What is best for my vitality, in this empire made of money [Verse 2] I don't wanna sing about misbehaving if life's about being gracious Don't wanna chase after insanity to prove that I can take it I'm a girl like any other, calling the sisters and the brothers It shouldn't be this hard to stand up and love each other [Verse 3] Yeah, I wanna tell my future daughter that there's hope in this existence There's a path here if you listen, it's the depth in your persistence There's a breath and there's a word, there is beauty to be learned The loss is not the enemy in the river of humanity [Chorus] And calling all the people that talk about beliefs Do you believe in where the world is at? She's falling to her knees And we're the only ones, with our bodies and our guns That are consumed with all our differences Instead of with the love [Outro] I've been feeling numb for a while So I turn up the AC dial So I can feel something holding me In this Kansas City motel room