Zell Marley - Diabolical lyrics

I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that i can go I stand on all 10, i keep me a frown, it ain't another face that i can show I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that i can grow I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, i'm so damn diabolical I hear people say they love me a lot, but i don't think they really mean it, though Everybody thinking they know what's best for me But they ain't the ones who need it, though As soon as you can get it, you can get it took, i never act as if i got it all I'm feeling so light that whenever i write, i can hear another body fall I'm misunderstood, i'm so sick of the judgement It's getting real hard to tell who loves me Dolo since birth, ain't connected to nothing My demon inside me been getting a little hungry Might let him out, let him get to munching I swear i ain't a killer, don't wanna hurt nothing It's been so long since a ni**a felt something ni**a grew up seeing bodies all the time Just a lil ni**a, no stranger to dying Now i'm devilman, that's how i survive It really ain't easy to keep it inside ni**a grew up seeing bodies all the time Just a lil ni**a, no stranger to dying Now i'm devilman, that's how i survive It really ain't easy to keep it inside I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that i can go I stand on all 10, i keep me a frown, it ain't another face that i can show I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that i can grow I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, i'm so damn diabolical I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that i can go I stand on all 10, i keep me a frown, it ain't another face that i can show I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that i can grow I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, i'm so damn diabolical My heart getting pulled in separate directions These type of emotions just wasn't expected I know everything that i go through is a lesson I swear that i never had ill intentions Remember being broke, remember having less If it's meant to be, then i know that it's destiny These ni**as and b*tches do not know what's best for me I said what i said, lil b*tch, please do not question me Talking that gangster sh*t, it don't impress me Dealing with way too much, that sh*t depressing Men and women lie, end of discussion Stab you in the back for a couple duckets Times been hard, got a ni**a like fu*k it Feel like i been playing who's who with these ni**as I must look like a motherfu*king fool to these b*tches My mind been gone, my feelings been missing I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that i can go I stand on all 10, i keep me a frown, it ain't another face that i can show I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that i can grow I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, i'm so damn diabolical I run away, so deep in my mind, it ain't another place that i can go I stand on all 10, i keep me a frown, it ain't another face that i can show I cut off everybody wasn't no good, it ain't another way that i can grow I feel so alone, my conscience is gone, i'm so damn diabolical My mind been gone That's why i get high, i just smoke 'til i'm numb