Zach Boucher - New Start lyrics

{verse 1: king (zach boucher)} Could never word how it felt, what it's like to hurt someone else Hard to admit it, but what if each minute we spend is only blinding ourselves And what if we didn't 'cause i kept my distance from people who needed my help It got me twisted so much when i wish that i could just remind you myself Always attempting to deal with the damages, i never meant to abandon them, they wouldn't get it Not many who would understand it, only the ones that i stand with, shoulders are hеavy I swear to you that i can handle it, something in mе can be chanelled if only you let me 'cause this ain't at all who i planned to be and felt the need to be vanishing, we'd both forget it But when i get up on my own, i try expressing who i am and i choke No matter how difficult or maybe miserable, know that we'll never be in this alone Approaching the pinnacle even when i'm feeling minimal, i hope for them to be close Now i'm invisible, know that my sin's unforgivable and i regret it the most {chorus: diane (sailorurlove)} In front of me the whole time I'm sorry i've been so damn blind I never meant to break your heart Now i'm ready for a brand new start Only love lies ahead of us I hope you know you always have my trust The only one who could tame this heart Now we're ready for a brand new start {verse 2: king (zach boucher)} Look, i'll carry the weight of my sin from the situation i was in Don't deserve wings, they call me a king when truth is i'm just harlequin Overthinking everything, so much it stings and count up the hurt that i did All the trauma that it springs and pain that i bring couldn't explain where i've been Now we just cover the feelings that we knew were lucid and try to avoid it was stupid I was afraid what the truth is and ran, so i didn't consume it, then guess became more of a nuisance About to lose it, not one to share any two cents which is why i would never do it I was to you nothing more than a sloth and we knew it which is fair why you would assume it But i'll keep moving and not let them get to me, our past together affected me, showed me the best When i met you that day it was destiny, honestly think we were meant to be, it was a test Talk about chemistry, they treated us like their enemies, but if they let me confess Am i happy, will i ever be if i at least have you next to me? yes {chorus: diane (sailorurlove)} In front of me the whole time I'm sorry i've been so damn blind I never meant to break your heart Now i'm ready for a brand new start Only love lies ahead of us I hope you know you always have my trust The only one who could tame this heart Now we're ready for a brand new start