Z-ro - Sunshine (2001) lyrics

[Verse 1: Z-Ro] No more letters to the president this one is to Jehovah What was born into the world as a christian now becomes a soldier I'm pimping the pen from living a sin so n***as like my songs Chef Ro-D up in the kitchen so these cluckers like my stones Mo-City Texas that's my home but i'm known to be a loner There be no witness to this crime when i'm creeping the f** up on ya One by one with a cigarette maybe Newport shorts and a box of possibly Kools Cause a n***a do anything to get paid they say i'm a god damn fool I conversate with momma but she can't answer me back I'm in the world one deep missing that lady cause that cancer did that Got a n***a looking for a wife but most of these hoes be living in shife Wait till a n***a get paid then get laid and try to take a n***as life I just can't take no more my heart is broken it got to many cracks See the woman i love don't need a pistol cause she be k**ing me with that So look into my eyes and please tell me what you see Will they open the pearly gates for me i wanna be free [Chorus: Z-Ro]x2 I wonder if the sun shines on the other side Cause i bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died And maybe being gone ain't all that bad Its gotta be better then wasting time with a pen and a pad [Verse 2: Z-Ro] Living in poverty ain't a part of the plan So i'm on the corner hustling with work in my hand I know my momma wouldn't approve of my lifestyle But i must get it the way i live and its right now My n***a my credits f**ed up so i can't put nothing in my name Let alone i'm having hard time maintaining some change I'm so familiar with anger smoking weed can't even stop the pain I walk a**ured please god stop the rain While i'm fiendin for heaven seems like hell is what i'm living for My destiny is to die or forever walk the prison floor How can i be man 24 with no home i'm puttin a piece to your dome and leavin it like the ozone A cold cold world that we living in k**ers will take your life and it ain't gotta be about no dividends Forgive me for my sins i'm just tryna make it Tryna keep my pistol from my head cause i just can't take it [Chorus: Z-Ro]x2 I wonder if the sun shines on the other side Cause i bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died And maybe being gone ain't all that bad Its gotta be better then wasting time with a pen and a pad [Verse 3: Z-Ro] I wonder if the lord is gonna show me some compa**ion or will i be victim to motherf**ers when they blasting Having flashbacks of 94' with bullets to the back Cause my homies left me lonely now my partner is my strap Living everyday like its my last one So i'm trippin keep my finger on the trigger every time i'm flippin I don't wanna be another face on a t-shirt So when motherf**ers bring the drama me and Nina burst No i need to be in church but i'm trapped out on the block Pumping rock after rock god please make it stop I'm a victim of the struggle trying to make my life easy But it ain't what I expected it's hectic it's sleezy I'm on my knees daily asking god to stop the pain Dealing with all this damn strain see my pistol see my brain About to take my final stand I'm a man in his own mind Steady hurting but I hope I heal in time [Chorus: Z-Ro]x2 I wonder if the sun shines on the other side Cause i bet my momma ain't seen a rainy day since she died And maybe being gone ain't all that bad Its gotta be better then wasting time with a pen and a pad