Z-ro - No More Pain lyrics

Big time... [Z-Ro:] No more pain, I'm bout to overdose on it I ain't never had no good times, I put my dogs and my locs on it Chain smoking, cigarettes back to back Unless I was pillow fighting with the kids, I miss that But it's a different day and time, and I'm all alone With nobody to call my own, different area codes popping up in my phone Prolly just another hoochie, searching for some s** It ain't got nothing to do with me, it's all about my checks If it wasn't for the music, you n***az wouldn't give me dap Wouldn't give a f** about how I'm doing, it's all about a rap Realizing I ain't nothing, without paper and pen So Lord forbid I get interect, like the deal she was in Let me make my mama proud, and she could see me Cause heaven ain't too far away from the ghetto, but touching it ain't easy God, give me the victory and bring me out the rain Give me something, to smile about and [Hook:] (no more pain), somebody tell me what happiness is Cause I'm sick, of living so low (in my life), too many problems bottled up inside I promise, I can't take it no more (no more pain), if there's a brighter day let it come my way Let me see, the sun shine (in my life), cause I can't tell if I'm coming or going out Just wanna die sometime [Z-Ro:] First off, I gotta say that I'm thankful for Trae If I ain't never told you I love you, I'm telling you today Cause you made me, keep my head on straight When I was talking suicide, you made me keep my infrared on safe Instead of me sleeping outside, you would open your home And tend to your cousin, even though you had problems of your own I appreciate you my n***a, it's deeper than rap Somebody else, would of wanted to see me fall off track See I remember, when I couldn't afford to get a wing dinner Put my two dollars with yours, and we split a wing dinner Doing bad, even though we had our albums selling The distribution company was stacking, but they wasn't telling Us steady robbing us blind, with no money flowing Then we got independent, and we could see our money growing So maybe now, we could afford to give our people change Witnessing nothing but better days, and [Hook] [Z-Ro:] Now when I say no more pain, let me explain Cause God will certainly, fence to happy that can't be changed I use to cry when my friends died, but then I realized I'm the one, who's still facing hard times I recall, fiending for my last breath Cause I was struggling, and still ain't got what I'm suppose to have yet As far as these women, I've been through so many make-up's just to break up I'd rather be all alone, when I wake up No more pain, I'm not insane I'm just hurting But I been looking for feel good's, 27 years and still searching If it ain't one thang, it's another I'm living on memories, when I use to get along with my brother Since I never been, too much of a man to cry I shed tears, like it's a nine to five So to relieve, pressure from my brain I try not to give a damn about anything, so I can feel [Hook]