Yungtown - Stickerbrush Sympathy (Original Rap) lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1] I'm reminded of the somber years Especially last summer where a knot appeared In every rope of all I was involved with, yeah Desires were demolished and my thoughts were never positive While problems were resolved without involving any common sense Pandemonium grew; bitterness ensued While living with the want of getting out of town when I knew It wasn't the smartest direction I could choose It just didn't seem practical but then soon [Breakdown] I felt forgotten and depressed And couldn't conquer all this stress That resulted from remembering Why I was there My purpose seemed so pathetic I was searching everywhere To feel like I belonged When I thought nobody cared [Verse 2] But hold on hold up wait a minute Can I conquer these negative thoughts when my reality hasn't improved a lot? I guess when I think about it I seem to surround My doubts around excuses when I should be moving on and Today I'm changing this pattern I know I'm capable of greatness Even if you doubt that I'll make it Out of my current situation [Hook] I won't let go of all the dreams I have because of a few problems It's frustrating how These doubts seem to weigh me down So I'm standing up to them now I'll muster up the strength Somehow, I'll let go of my mistakes [Verse 3] I used to chase "True Love", but it once never occurred to me That it wasn't the key to fulfill any insecurity A person can't fully supply love because we are imperfect And wired to need each other; sometimes that idea worries me Cause all I seem to chase is someone else's recognition As if that certain somebody would affirm my existence Then I could finally be happy, but what does this entail? Relying on words when they inevitably will fail [Pre-Hook] And I cannot remember What confidence once looked like My dreams are in the distance When they used to be by my side What society deems reality Never feels satisfactory I think we're meant for more than this That desire is in our design [Hook] I won't let go of all the dreams I have because of a few problems It's frustrating how These doubts seem to weigh me down So I'm standing up to them now I'll muster up the strength Somehow, I'll let go of my mistakes [Outro] I'm tired of feeling abused I've tried to forget what you Have said and all it seems Is to make me feel miserable Am I still feeling abused? I've tried to forget what you Have said but all you've done Is said stuff that is so predictable [Instrumental Outro]