Yung ELi - Can I Live lyrics

My mind sober I see the devil on my shoulder I try to focus Standin strong ima soldier I'm gettin kolder Like the middle of october Stay smokin no glaucoma Nigah ima fckin stoner Tryna get this doh no homer Tryna be the sh** no odor All about my damn business got my sleeves rolled up Nigahs talkin bullsh** hold up If it ain't money me no speaky en espanola A lot of money make the the fake visible Lookin pitiful typical hater hatin kuz they miserable Tellin storys kuz everything they say is fictional But I'm not them I am the reciprocal I'm that ma fcka I'm like a miracle Tryna k** everything like a fckin kriminal Smokin on medicinal Cuz when sh** critical I go into my zone n feel invincible [Hook] Can I live x3 When the fck they gon let a nigah live Can I live, Can I live, Can I live, when the f** they gon let a nigah live [Verse] I kall my father pops kuz in my life he just pop up Gone yrs at a time u wuld thought he was locked up Moms actin like she got herself ownself knocked up Tryna play a role just to fill that spot up I wuld tell my life since music is my therapy But if I put it out I know ain't nobody hearin me In the stu workin hard on bangas like I'm hammaring Writin fire while I'm smokin on that fckin kerosene [Hook] Can I live x3 When the fck they gon let a nigah live Can I live, Can I live, Can I live, when the f** they gon let a nigah live I wonder when I make it who will feel stupid Who gon show fake love have me shoot kupid Who gon be the one to see me be ruthless Show I'm not human Its an illusion [Hook] Can I live x3 When the fck they gon let a nigah live Can I live, Can I live, Can I live, when the f** they gon let a nigah live [Verse] From the bottom like 8 mile wit a fake smile I'm so fckin hungry I kan eat like 8 cows Stressed the fck out I kan smoke like 8 pounds Keep myself up I got no time to laydown [Hook] Can I live x3 When the fck they gon let a nigah live Can I live, Can I live, Can I live, when the f** they gon let a nigah live [Verse] Kan I live kan I fckin live Not sayin it for me I'm sayin for kid Let his pops get big b4 I'm off the damn grid B4 I kaught get up n nigahs pop my lid I mean god forbid kuz a nigah wuld lose his wig Ain't talkin bout me kuz I ain't wit the sh**s Never skared nigah ill take hits I make hits Tryna fckin make it Have a driveway wit like 8 whips Futuristic spaceships I'm the fckin future n that top is where my place is Always #1 even wen I'm not even racin Gifted mind state stay winning even wen we not playin These nigahs talkin but don't know a damn thing I'm so high if I fall I mite hit a airplane Goin krzy thinkin I'm startin to hear things Smokin so much loud like I'm tryna lose my hearing I got this tho I know I do Don't believe me nigah ill show u proof Them nigahs who talkin sh** yea they know it to Gota be aloof that will leave em so konfuse Idgf n I ain't celibate Allerigic to the bullsh** but I got the medicine Smokin on somesh** to make haters irrelevant But to bad my memory is like an elephant