YSN Flow - Losses First lyrics

[Verse] When it wasn't easy, I took losses first It hit different who you love laying in that hearse It hit different when you really got it out the dirt Just out of experience, I'm shooting first I'm just tryna win with all my guys, don't care who do it first I'm off lean and I smoke trees, I don't be doing Perc's Walking with my steppers, in that [?] where my shooters lurk Money done got better but I feel like I been doing worse [?], we got it the hard way Shooters fu*k around and crash, they know I ain't calling Allstate No, I won't be happy 'til I'm with my momma far away Put my trust in God and keep on pushing all my hard days Heart so cold, ain't getting better, I ain't loving nobody I put my trust in my Beretta, tryna fu*k on somebody I say my heart been feeling cold and I ain't loving nobody I put my trust in my Beretta I'm with Trappy tryna motherfu*king tag some Hungry on the daily, momma said that I'm a dad son Police knocking at the door, I prolly was a bad son [?] used to walk in school strapped up, stole his dad gun Now we see the bad come Want my Bentley charged up, like, baby, the fast one Money on my mind, I got demons in my soul