Yovana Gonzalez - Journal enrty 14 lyrics

Monday- Clay was at Monet's when he was listening to the tapes and he heard about Tyler Down, (the peeping tom) from Hannah's window. Hannah kept her window open often about an inch or two to let in fresh air. She knew someone was out there because he wasn't keeping quiet out there and his phone kept making noises outside her window. The window blinds were kept at an angle exactly how she liked them so she could fall asleep looking at the stars. Hannah didn't know for sure if it was him at first, so she called over a friend to catch him in the act (taking the picture). The girl pretends that Hannah has bad things in her drawer as she was looking for lotion. The next day at school she asked around where everybody was last night and Tyler had the most defensive response of everyone. Tuesday -In Hannah's favorite cla**, Peer Communications, Mrs. Bradley made the students make bags. The notes put into other people's bags were anonymous. Zach stole her paper notes of encouragement in cla**. She thought nobody was interested in her. But in the end she came to find out that Zach was. Hannah writes a note about her committing suicide and puts it into Mrs. Bradley's bag. Wednesday- Hannah joins poetry cla** and enjoys writing poetry and going to the cla** because she feels like she's wanted there. Ryan Shaver is in the cla** too and he publishes things at school very often. He steals one of her poems and publishes it and embarra**es her. Thursday- Hannah starts speaking of Clay on this tape and he's shocked at what she says. All she heard about him around school was good. Matter of fact, wonderful. Hannah connected with and fell in love with him, but at this point in her life she was having difficulty connecting with anyone on an emotional level. Clay was not on the list, but she sent him the tapes because she regretted never getting the opportunity to know him better. Clay feels guilty that he didn't try harder to understand Hannah, who he had affection for in return. Friday- Hannah attends a party and Jessica Davis is there and she is very drunk. She then enters the room with a boy. While she is pa**ed out Bryce comes in and takes advantage of her basically raping her. Hannah is hidden in the closet quiet and unseen. After the fact Hannah holds herself responsible to letting Jessica's rape take place and her not doing anything about it.