Youngman - Being Alone lyrics

(Pre-Chorus) Being alone Away from my home I was a different man Did I understand there were decisions to make? Bills to be paid I was a different man Now at this stage Turning a page I re-examine these ways Though it's hard to explain Exactly what I know now And I what I have lost I hope I find it (Chorus) Until then I'll be hanging around Waiting for someone to bring me down Just standing in my ground In spite of all what I konw to be true And what should I do? But rid these awful feelings that I haven't used (Verse1) Well there's a blue bird inside of me But I won't let em out There's a middle age plan, overrun by self doubt Those's mountain of need There's the man that you see Yeah, I've a blue bird inside of me But I'm trying to be tough As a boy I was told that I didn't have the stuff It's just something in me Something in me (Pre-Chorus) I'm being alone Wave from my hand I was a different man Did I understand there were decisions to make? Bills to be paid I was a different man Now at this stage Turning a page I re-examine these ways Though it's hard to explain Exactly what I know now And I what I have lost I hope I find it (Chorus) Until then I'll be hanging around Waiting for someone to bring me down Just standing my ground In spite of all what I konw to be true And what else can I do? But rid these awful feelings that I haven't used (Verse1) (Verse2) Was it I or another person in this life? Standing here,quiet-eyed and so unaware Live at last, that's a inspiration from my past Being fear of a distance which just so unclear