Young Noble - What I'm Going Through lyrics

[Hook] I don't know (X3) I really don't know I don't know (X3) [Chorus] Am I livin' life Or am I in my grave right now (X2) Are we living' life Or are we in our graves right now (X2) Cause I don't know (Don't know where we going to) I don't know (Don't know what I'm going through) I don't know (Don't know where we going to) I don't know (Don't know what I'm going through, no, no) [Verse 1] I really don't know where I'm going to If someone can show me a better way Like minus the fame with none of the lames ain't gettin' around me I move forward, watching like we soldiers Heartless like we warriors Maybe they let me game control us, they below us They ask me if we really part of this illuminati But there's never been a negotiations over my soul (oh no) But there's plenty demons standing near me like right here beside me Will somebody please tell me what they want Cause I don't know I don't know what they what the f** want So I mix Hennessey and puff blunts I'm outta my mind, why do I stay high? Sit back and watch the time fly by I don't even know who I can trust no more I don't even think I give a f** no more So cut the lights off and close my door Middle finger up!…. f** yoooouuuuu [Chorus] Am I livin' life Or am I in my grave right now (X2) Are we living' life Or are we in our graves right now (X2) Cause I don't know (Don't know where we going to) I don't know (Don't know what I'm going through) I don't know (Don't know where we going to) I don't know (Don't know what I'm going through, no, no) [Verse 3] Everybody surrounding me, crowding me, don't really know what they tryna get outta me In my mind it's so cloudy I'm probably not thinking properly, blurry and sloppily I feel like a zombie, I'm stumbly, wobbly Cause the liquor has got to me Got a spirit inside of me That keep making me recall the seekers is blindin' me I say maybe for family cause they keep telling me I need to search for the man in me Let them get just a little bit a glimpse of my world Maybe they can understand me Maybe they may conceive that this sh** is for real, not like a dream or a fantasy If the devil really did come with a deal Why would you even read it? Why would you even entertain the thought Or even believe it I swear a lot of these n***as brains are washed But it's not the cleanest This where ya livin' the life but when that day you wake from dreamin' You'll see the light, it's too late cause you were sleepin' [Chorus] Am I livin' life Or am I in my grave right now (X2) Are we living' life Or are we in our graves right now (X2) Cause I don't know (Don't know where we going to) I don't know (Don't know what I'm going through) I don't know (Don't know where we going to) I don't know (Don't know what I'm going through, don't know