Young Noah - Mothership lyrics

[Chorus] You see me you see me I'm not doing well I got some problems that nobody knows about I got some secrets that I need to tell I'm fresh of the mothership, I'm not of this world Lately I've been on some other stuff, I'm losing myself [Verse: 1] I don't know how it all started I nearly departed I'm acting irregular all I wanted to do was turn up and party I don't know how I fell I was doing so well Now my thoughts are so negative I don't know how to deal I got some deep wounds and they need to heal Now all of these people want me out of my shell I got nothing for him I've been watching p**n Hate to inform it's a desert storm The higher my platform the lower my Lord's arm Reaching for me, He been preaching for me Ain't nothing in me, He been speaking for me I've been crying out why you keep ignoring (where you at) Brother slip me a switch, split me a wrist I really thought I was over this Now I'm putting all my hope in this Feeling that I'm getting this is too appealing stressing over this Will never bring me healing I know the hero died for the villain but I'm thinking suicide when I'm chilling I need to get back to the mothership before the mission fail I used to think I would never slip Now I got secrets so dark in me I don't know who I can tell I don't know who to be real I feel like Jesus adopted me and then put my soul up for sale [Bridge] I'm fresh off the mothership X4 [Chorus] X2 You see me X4 I'm not doing well I got some problems that nobody knows about I got some secrets that I need to tell I'm fresh of the mothership, I'm not of this world Lately I've been on some other stuff, I'm losing myself [Verse: 2] Means like our father don't even bother To hear from heaven when we call Abba Hello so we turn to everything else just to solve problems I was fresh off the mothership in 2006 with a plan to come here and build palaces I don't know if you feel the embarra**ment Apparently satan had a pair of tricks My trinity ain't divinity, more like me and a pair of tricks Trying to escape from the tyranny Feeling more and more American feeling less and less an alien Free me from the luciferian, beat me up you see me battling Soon my baby she'll be carrying, I don't want to be a heretic You see me running from these marriages These people ain't my people I know you see that you are unequal I see the beef climbing up the steeple I see the anti-christ grim reaper I see the sin I'm going in deeper Man I used to be a 10 keeper [Bridge] When I was fresh of the mothership X2 I'm fresh of the mothership X2 [Chorus] X2 You see me X4 I'm not doing well I got some problems that nobody knows about I got some secrets that I need to tell I'm fresh of the mothership, I'm not of this world Lately I've been on some other stuff, I'm losing myself