Young L3x - Breakdown Again lyrics

[Verse One: Young L3x] I'm never lacking pa**ion I got to make it happen Dreams of an aston Yea I got to cash in Motivated by excellence Dead presidents, its evident I'm bout to take it Where I never been I got money to make Gotta put food on my plate When you're green get to tall You gotta watch out for snakes Cus they hate seeing someone else make it They rather see your life get taken Or they'll take it And these youngins getting faded like they celebrating If you got a dream then go out there and go chase it Cus time is wasting as you sipping on liquor with your n***as I never thought my n***as would be k**as I never though my homies would be k**as, drug dealers I never thought my homies would be addicts, broke n***as I never thought my brother would be living in cells I never though my people would grow up in this hell [Hook: Evan Michael Green] I've I've been breaking in pieces I can't believe this No I can't believe this I've I've can't crack a smile It's been a while Yea it's been a while I don't even know myself I keep breaking down Can't keep holding on To all this pain I have And I can't even trust myself I keep breaking down I can't keep holding on To all this pain I have [Verse Two: Young L3x] Bible on dresser, Im feeling under pressure These demons wanna test ya, the devil is a heckler God did I disrespect ya? I know I did neglect ya I know I did forget ya So that's why you don't help us Nightmares as I'm wide awake I'm losing faith I don't wanna break Today I hate, that I can't take I'm not living great can't find my place Don't try to chase, all this pain I find Combined with the things I hate I'm losing faith I'm losing hope, I'm-losing things that I said I won't I wanna drink and smoke to see if that gon help me cope I need a miracle to see if that gon help me grow I know this pain I have, I know their ain't no antidote No matter what I devote No matter how hard I go I'm drowning can't even float I'm drowning don't wanna choke No matter how much I pray The pain won't go away No matter how much I pray The pain won't go away [Hook: Evan Michael Green] I've I've been breaking in pieces I can't believe this No I can't believe this I've I've can't crack a smile It's been a while Yea it's been a while I don't even know myself I keep breaking down Can't keep holding on To all this pain I have And I can't even trust myself I keep breaking down I can't keep holding on To all this pain I have