Young Gully - Temporary lyrics

Got them demons in me boy Just tryna get em out Uh Yeah I was so down I was so far down I was runnin' boy I was floatin' off the ground Just gettin' high Taking too much drank Too loaded off the brown Tryna f** these hoes, poppin', lettin' go But I know that I'ma drown If I don't stop what I'm doing I might just flop then I'm ruined B.O. news, no renewing No more watchin', no reviewin' Lose my spot? Yeah I'ma die How much shot do I got? Tell me why do we try to shine the hardest when we ain't got enough to shop til we drop? I'm far from a millionaire, and I'm a broke n***a They laughin' at me, I'ma joke n***a My only weapon was hope n***a And my feet tangled in the ropes n***a With the light of God Bright enough to be a lightning rod, I got it in my palm I f**ed up, got my car towed Now I'm 27 and still live with moms Made mistakes These nightmares make me scream louder than an intercom f** lying, I'm done tryin' I'm done cryin', never been this calm Had a bad temper, I would fuss a lot Used to get mad and turn up a notch ??? Moms see me Pops see me, sister see me goin' through sh** Help the world, but when it come to me; They be actin' like they can't do sh** Haters near, playin' both sides I'm like "p**y n***a gon' choose a team." Callin' my cell tryna pimp hoes Tryna flip O's I was movin' me b**hes wishin' I would ??? Now my universe feelin' topsy turvy Rap n***as keep speakin' foul What they say about me It do not concern me Devil on me, try scortch me up He threw flames at me, but forgot to burn me I rose from Hell screamin' "Gabriel!" This is God's work, and you do not deserve it Everybody want the road to real, but can't maintain it Yeah I know y'all story Swear you Jordan, you goin' Kobe You went LeBron, while I'm goin' Horry Don't acknowledge me, don't adore me I'm Pat Don? And you won't restore me In a losin' bid, at the Mormon temple If we talkin' K's, I was huggin' 40 Almost clutched like a 100 bands off one b**h And only two a year Spent it all on bullsh** And came back with nothin' as a souvenir All you boys talk behind my back But not in my face Why not do it here? Every time that my stress is up And I'm messin' up, that's when you appear (Hook x2) But you hatin' on me, that's temporary Me down, that's temporary You up, that's temporary My 2 tucked, that's temporary