Young Don - Self Infliction lyrics

[Young Don] Yea, hopefully what I say is gonna fit with but whatever [Chorus] Too much thinking I needa stop all this thinking Before it cost me some damage It'll probably be self inflicted I know that I should be happy But stressin from how i'm living Someone should come out and help me Before there's some self infliction (X2) [Verse 1: Young Don] I been thinking I'm constantly over thinking Bout all the nonsense I've heard Is it me that has been drinking I know this isn't your business My business is your interest Take time and just sit and listen I'm tryna be something different And different is how I'm living Dealing with all these gangs Oh, they want me to stay Tryna be something better I'm Looking for better days Know that this isn't so much Talking bout such n such The weed will help you connect You needa get you a dutch Smoking no more no higher Damn, think I lost my lighter Im Tryna become a fighter A fighter that knows his limit Not tryna be all so timid They ask me just how I did it I learn from the self infliction Afflicting is how I did it [Chorus] [Verse 2: Young Don] They tell me to do the dishes And this sh** is how I'm feeling I feel it I'm feeling heated The damage is self inflicted My brain woke up hit the switch and I start thinking so different Different is what I vision I had make some revisions Renovate on my building Tryna build an empire See myself as a totem I told them I'd spit some fire Roll one before I vent it I vented and then got higher This here is not my real story My story isnt required That's all they really gon' get If it's fans I try to acquire [takes puffs] [Verse 3: Young Don] Real quick Smoked one and now I'm faded Just started already Jaded Already shocked that I made it Some music for you to take in Teaching my younger brother No sister Just me and mother No father figure no other My level rising another But there's still more to come Tryna find me a name Before I reach number one That spot taken by everyone I guess Everyone is my son I'm Connecting with the music I Never thought it'd be done Use to leave it and then lose it But then i thought of the funds Sometimes this sh** is confusing I use to only write just for fun At least I'm being so honest I'm tryna come off as modest Someone should pay me my homage I'm tryna be like Muhammad Chill, I never thought I was Jordan But soon you'll hear me recording on everything I been hoarding I been holding the crown But you see me wearing it now I never cared for the sound When Ya n***as try to copy me I' was playing around Too much thinking I needa stop all this thinking Before it cost me some damage It'll probably be self inflicted I know that I should be happy But stressin from how i'm living Someone should come out and help me Before there's some self infliction