Young and Heartless - Stolen Pts. 1&2 lyrics

My words hold water like hands hold raindrops, I've dripped through the ceiling and down through the cracks of the floor Drenched by a thought That I've lost my faith in God. I still hide underneath umbrellas in hoping the sky doesn't see me there, but that sounds like Faith to me There was a time, I wasn't so easily distracted, but now I can't tell if I've been faithful or naive I still don't like the feeling I stood in front of you but to you I was background music, in another room on the telephone you were saddened I couldn't believe how fragile we can be and how stubbornly we can pretend everything is alright I would do anything to give her words. If God could only see to use her instead of me, I would go to him and bleed myself clean I would apologize for wasting his time. I would apologize for wasting my life And when the whole world asks, why I never called them back, they will point their crooked fingers to you And I will wish I would have one more moment to say, "It's all my fault." It's one am, she is still alive inside her body somewhere, fill her veins with tubes, read her a book and lay beside Do you ever lie awake at night because daylight is such a burden sometimes? So many people to please and no soul in your bones to Keep their gla**es full. I wonder why beautiful days always end in rain, or why a crow carries d**h like a worm to the nest, I protest It's all the same