Every night is a burden It's 5 AM and I still can't seem to sleep I close my eyes to be certain 'Cause spending time with my thoughts is k**ing me Pa**ing through all the sorrow I put my faults in a pile of misery I hope I'm still here tomorrow 'Cause I'm not ready to leave my history The seasons change while I stand still An empty shell surrounding me Another day A different time I hope I learn how to handle the pain I just want you to see me Feeling trapped in a habit Still believing the lies I tell myself Trying hard to forget it Falling deep into your forgiving arms The seasons change while we stand still An empty shell surrounding us So many things I want to say But you will never understand Forever Together Just someone take away my pain Together Forever I'm not the only one to blame Invidia