Ynot - Dear God lyrics

Dear God I wanted to reach out for so long But there was no other way than to do in a song So please, Lord, listen to what I have to say This is not my confession, this is just questions in my brain Here came this time when I have to question my beliefs Cause I don't see you anymore, all I see is d**h and grief What about your child, your creation, your mirror ? Was that just a lie cause I'm really feelin' abandoned Lord, don't you see your people turnin crazy ? We in an era your people they would k** for the money ? How come you don't come down, watch it with your own eyes Or maybe you're illusion, maybe you're a bunch of lies Don't get me wrong Lord, I ain't mad I'm just sayin I'm mad at them spreadin the blood in your name That's insane and I start blamin you for that wild Cause in the end, we are all supposed to be your child Dear God I'm really sorry about my last words I should be wise but still, I am a Man so I have nerves And don't point me for that cause you would be the one to blame If we are made at your image so why are we so different damn ! Lord, i don't understand, they use you to control They use you as a pacifist but they use to fold Look at your priests Lord, look what they've done And how come you keep it quiet, aren't you suppose to be THE ONE ? The Most High, am I speakin up too loud ? Or am I speaking to myself cause you ain't even out I'm lost and they would spit the committed speech But I ain't Stevie Wonder and I don't want to be leashed They blasted buildings, they used your name before they did Or they just stonin women because they've been showin out a knee So maybe Im oversteppin but take time to stepback And look what you created, maybe there was a lack Dear God I don't know why I even keep writin Cause I feel like you're even not listenin You're nothing, just an image built my peers And I don't follow them, my mind is free at least I'm sorry if I'm harsh but this is just what I feel I don't believe in you, for them you're an ideal For me you're just a doll that some people use to wave They use your name to contain, preachin with you we are all safe But you're not here for us, neither to live our lives Some use you to drain with the hope you'll help their stives Mankind is complicated you're the easy solution An escape for their minds just like the morning rising sun But sorry Lord, you don't fool me anymore I'll pave the way myself like the 22 years before So mark my words, I don't need you in my mind One day I'll be a father and I don't wanna them to be blind