Yin Kyso - Never Thought lyrics

[Verse: Yin Kyso] Was twelve years old, up to sh** I wasn't supposed to be In the park, frosty days, after school, smoking weed Lost interest for the cla**room I had better sh** going for me The teachers saw it coming, said that one day I would pay the fee Never listened to a soul, swear I haven't changed at all Hours on recording, judging takes, leaves me time to roll 3 A.M, drunk as f**, with no emotions I can show Sometimes I'm still sitting here wondering why I let you go Still wish I could call you, still wish I could hold you Showed her love to others but I guess that's what they all do Can't look at you the same, swear I never meant to mould you I need the love you showed me, without it I'll be cold soon Now you took a different road, guess it's my own stupid fault Put my life into a halt, smoke more dope to keep me whole 3 A.M, drunk as f** with no emotions I can show Sometimes I'm still sitting here wondering why I let you go