Yendri - Until Eternity lyrics

Why do I have to be until eternity, does it never end? Why do I have to see spirituality, sometimes I wish I cant Why do I have to hide deep in the night, why don't you understand? It's just because I'm dead, I'll always be, until I fade to sand It's like a neverending dream and I can fly I don't hear with my ears anymore I don't see through my eyes Everything is unreal to me I can't believe a thing i see It just doesn't make any sense But this is reality