Yellow Second - Undecided lyrics

Drink down what I want to be And ever from a gla** that is half empty Down to my last dime, as such And optimism costs too much Now seeing double it seems Under the influence of these dreams The outcome too early to tell But it isn't going very well So I stagger on But if this keeps up It won't be long Till I'm forced to choose How much time can I loose? But I'm not ready To trade in my dream For security So I won't be bought Not when I've got a shot Someone tell me what to do Anyone who cares, anyone will do Or i'll put everything on the shelf And sit here and absorb myself