Years End - Silver Lining lyrics

I am mending something that I'm not quite sure will heal An empty and cracked cup but I'm picking up the pieces It's getting easier at fighting 3 a.m I'm finding the silver lining No matter how far I have to dig my hands into the dirt I've known war And I've known peace But I'm so f**ing tired of losing blood over both And I'm so f**ing tired of singing songs of giving up I'm giving up I'm giving in Because the only way I'm going to make it through this year Is by being honest with myself And not biting my tongue My life is an open book And every single chapter I'm writing a swan song And I know not of stars but I know of the shimmer of broken gla** Life is out, I promise you May it be in the light of your first love's eyes And after all of the longer nights There is still some hope instilled in me There's still some hope in me