XZaR - All Along lyrics

[Verse 1] The fact that you even still get to me is what gets to me Cause here I am waiting for the call like a bad referee And this is what's left of me? being f**ed mentally- For over two years thinking you were the one meant for me?! If I would of knew that, I would been cut you off Instead of feeling like someone who suffered such a loss But I bridged the gap and damn right I've come across The fact, you were stringing me on so motherf**ing long But it makes me wonder why you really stay with him Oh I get it, it's cause you gotta place with him Yeah I said it, it ain't for the relationship Cause if it was you wouldn't have called me talking that crazy sh**- All about him and how he slept with another- b**h from work in the same bed but didn't f** her Yeah that makes sense, wow he's got you under- Some kind of spell, but I guess only time will tell [Hook: Jackie Garcia] All the thoughts in my head Kept telling me I should let you go But instead I kept on, I should of known this sh** all along All along, all along, along, along I should have known You were stringing me on, all along [Verse 2] Feeling like Jacob Black as I lay this track No pathetic, expecting for you to take me back How foolish of me, yet that f**ing tool is lucky The only thing I ever wanted was for you to love me The way that I loved you and make it just us two I'm exactly right for you, every f**ing night I proved Spent on the phone making you laugh when he stressed you out I thought you would hold me up, but you let me down Acting cold as f**, ever since I left your house But I know what's up, bet he told you to get me out And if I'm such a square, why was I kept around? Did I build the fire of you wanting to feel desired? Is that it? cause this dangling sh** I'm pa**ed it I wish someone would just f**ing strangle me with elastic End of the [scrapbook] girl, this is the last pic Either you let me know or you just f**ing let me go [Hook] [Verse 3] I remember senior year when we had that cla** together I thought it was god's way of trying to bring us back together Until I heard your current man had found my trash a treasure But I could tell there were some ties you never grabbed to severe And I still say that, cause why would you keep in touch- After all this time if you really believe he's the one? Which to me it s**s, cause I know if I had a place A car and a job, you probably start to pack today Well I'm working on it, I'm just busy chasing dreams That when I catch, I know you will regret never taking me You could of been the date for me that I bring to award shows Instead of some gold digging who*e licking my torso You even admitted if you were [single] you'd come with me Which means there's a part deep within you that's still in love with me Yeah, there's a part that's still in love with me You just won't f**ing admit it.. [Hook] [Talking] I'm sorry, I just.. I can't take this sh** anymore.. Still love you tho.. f** you