XXXTENTACION - IDK what to call this cuz it's about mental illness and not speaking to the Devil in Miami. lyrics

My life keeps getting harder While I'm shrouded in darkness But I keep up the fight Because I still see the light At the end of the tunnel I just refuse to crumble And no matter the plight I won't go quiet tonight But my heart has been frozen And I'm no longer open To the wishing and hoping I won't always be lonesome I might mask my emotions And stop showing devotion To these fish in the ocean 'cause I'm getting the notion I was meant to be lonely And I'm feeling so homely From the shade that they show me As I fade away slowly I stay locked in my dungeon Where de-pression has sunk in And they make their a**umptions ‘bout my mental dysfunction My friends don't understand it They just think I manage To just take them for granted They just think that i plan it I just go out and vent and They just become offended When I say I feel lonely Feel like I've got no homies I'm the type that feels alone while in room full of people A lot of conversations, no one's conversing with me though And if I vocalize it everyone a**umes I'm evil And I'm selfish one, nobody gives a f** ‘bout me, though