XVNNIE - Good Enough lyrics

Remix of "Good Enough // Chance the Rapper" Persona: xvnnie [thee xvn godde$$] Album: xanland (Verse 1) Who do you call when your God don't call back? But is being happy supposed to solve all that? I had to walk when he told me he's not gon crawl back I mean how hard can I fall when I never planned to fall back? A dream that differs from these other n***as I guess all dreams die a little The rain came back and made the rainbow go away along with the skittles Acidic sh**, Chance gave me the weather report Cause now I don't want the rain to go away Rain, rain don't go away Tears falling, eyes bawling These dreams on my shoulders I swear they weigh a ton So I left them to rot Oh, the idea was fun.. (Verse 2) Wake up coughing Blood all on my sheets Poor bed, it's a horror story Flooding in the streets Waking up, every time is different And telling me not to be sad won't make a difference It's a dream and a nightmare and I'm f**ing living it High looking at the ceiling Sealing all the stars and planets Unfeeling of everything And waiting for my healing I'm winking at the thousand skies Drinking tears right out the eyes Of dying orphans, wishing I could close mine Forever, hoping my dreams would bring a delight surprise I hate waking up, cause then they leave With no happy ending & no goodbye You're in the same spot where I hope to die Where I ask God, "WHY?!" You're in the same spot where I cry (Break) When will I be good enough? (Verse 3) Yo, there is definitely a reason for the smell of cotton candy in the air I let the sh** hit my lungs, they say you die slowly from it, listen clear I'm trying to embrace it, there's not much to do here It's only online where I might look like I care In bed with these thoughts cuz I can't imagine going out there Trying to make ends meet Will mean there's an end to me I don't want an enemy I just wanna end me But it's depressing, these whale cries Thoughts of suicide Back stabs, or should I do it myself? I got my own knives (End) When will I be good enough?