XsMph - Chum (Earl Sweatshirt Cover) lyrics

[Xsmph] I choose to spit dirtier than an 8 year olds shirt Circling bad habits off this bloodstain turf Damaging ligaments until this mindf** works Why this kid raps when his main influence is Kurt? Not a teen anymore but I wish I had some kinda spirit I'm not happy no more and sometimes you could hear it When I rap Or maybe I just need to get slapped So I could have my consciousback and then some I wanna feel young again like I'm onstage with fun I'm barely 20 and already feel my life is done 27-0 without my gloves, they're hung k**ed the bu*terfly right after the bee had stung My ex had already sung So we stuff this hydro inside this good time blunt Then dip in her c*nt Just wait another year so I could be legally drunk But until then, we'll take shots of jäger then sip some rum Staring at the roof like what the f** Was in that cup I feel Shermed out; stuck I tried to be myself but I have a bad sense of humor Only motherf**er who tries to get away on a scooter Only motherf**er in Houston who doesn't listen to screw Maybe that's why all these fake n***as tried to keep me in sewers But I'm independent, record these tracks off my old iPhone I stone, like rocks hitting rubber tires Give me about 5 years so I finally retire And I'll be able to buy whatever mom desires Now who said there's no such thing as getting higher I'm not a role model yet your teenage kids admires All the things I do, imitate me in school MPH Is a family, not only a crew It's more a lifestyle, not even a must or do Obey hats with these DC shoes I'mback like the wetness of a Mexican family I'll destroy any track that my best friend hands me See me in person you think that I'm sweeter than candy But he's just another burnout just having a blast I only wish all these soft feelings could f**ing last So the love of my life could finally take meback Now, communication is something I lack But I don't give a mother f** I've seen the worst so I don't believe in luck I'm just tryna put in down like a Blake Griffen dunk If it wasn't for D, I probably won't be me He's the reason why I'm tryna be the next rap king As my cell phone rings, listen to Domo G And the whole OFWGKTA I gues I'll come out and say Sometimes I drop to my knees just to prey Might've caught you by surprise, with open eyes Just know my alter-egos are nothing but disguises Covering my fear I really wish I wasn't here Cause I feel lost with this car I steer Make a quick turn drive this car off the bridge It's evident I don't wanna live I don't know how to finish, I lost my mind Can I please borrow yours? Just one time I'll take good care of it as if it was mines I just need a couple bars cause I'm almost out of time Count the seconds down I wish my dad was around I just wanna know him But I guess he don't wanna know me So a big f** you, in 3-D Now lets end it with a R.I.P