Xochipilli - Bigger Man lyrics

[Verse 1] Vodka has never been my friend Just enough and the world will spin Round and round and round my mind begins To drift away, deep into sin My movement halts My brain does stall My eyes look past The photos on your wall Yet I see you And I let it be normal I thought it was lust Just strictly hormonal You took care of me Made me feel wanted So why is it that every night I'm haunted? By thoughts of sadness Of Violation Trapped words in my throat I could build a nation [Pre-Chorus] I do not know why I didn't say no If it was so easy, why wasn't it so? You've got to get up when sh** hits the fan I've got to move on, to be the bigger man [Chorus] The Bigger Man The Bigger Man The Bigger Man The Bigger Man You can't break me 'Cause I'm the bigger man I speak free 'Cause I'm the bigger man I'm not your slave No, I'm the bigger man You're not my grave 'Cause I'm the bigger man [Verse 2] What do you want to be when you grow up? He's breaking gla** bottles, spitting "You look like a little s*ut" The trains just won't seem to ever cease The neighbors silently flood the chismoso city streets I'm hearing the screaming But what can I do? I'm having the same exact argument In the struggle of my room Maybe it's the fact that I don't have a "Plan B" No way to stop the helpless kicking and incessant beating [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus]