Xj Bailey - 2003 lyrics

[chorus] Ain’t It crazy I hate myself it’s kind of funny Only because I make mistakes I am a dummy They ask me how’d it get this way But I’m so sorry I don’t have the answers You’ve got the wrong me I am so GOTH Get out the house I wish we did this all the TIME Talk in my ear Tell me all your fears You are so GOTH Go off the hinges I love these binges How did it get that way How did it end that way [bridge] When I pick up the pen An emotional ride When I open eyes And I pick up the pen See the beauty in life See the doubt in your Eyes Damn it I‘m not your friend Or I would help you up Oh it happened again I don’t understand It was all make believe It was only pretend [verse 1] I was out I was out then went back in but Now I‘m out Done chilling in the closet with my skeletons Wait now the closet just follows me around uh I don’t really know what that’s about but uh At least can go out on a date When I pick up the pen I am taken away I won’t see you tomorrow I’m leaving today You still have an hour to tell me how you feel That hour is over up up and away My apartment building smells like Colorado I don't mind it I need it sometimes I feel so emotional out of my mind A reason for living is hard— [bridge] When I pick up the pen An emotional ride When I open eyes and I pick up the pen See the beauty in life See the moments reprise Damn it I‘m not your friend Or I would help you up Did it happened again I don’t understand It was all make believe It was only pretend [chorus] Ain’t It crazy I hate myself it’s kind of funny Only because I make mistakes I am a dummy They ask me how’d it get this way But I’m so sorry I don’t have the answers You’ve got the wrong me I am so GOTH Get out the house I wish we did this all the TIME Talk in my ear Tell me all your fears You are so GOTH Go off the hinges I love these binges How did it get that way How did it end that way [verse 2] We fly above the Hollow Though I feel something rotten Can you be my garden Then I know I will blossom [chorus Ain’t It crazy I hate myself it’s kind of funny Only because I make mistakes I am a dummy They ask me how’d it get this way But I’m so sorry I don’t have the answers You have got the wrong me I am so GOTH Get out the house I wish we did this all the TIME Talk in my ear Tell me all your fears You are so GOTH Go off the hinges I love these binges How did it get that way How did it end that way [bridge] When I pick up the pen An emotional ride When I open eyes And I pick up the pen See the beauty in life See the doubt in your Eyes Damn it I‘m not your friend Or I would help you up Oh it happened again I don’t understand It was all make believe Guess this is the end