Xander Mancino - Two Months Ago lyrics

Got a picture on my wall From about two months ago We got a smile in our mouths But our eyes dead as snow Ain't it nice to have it A frozen moment in time That exudes the impression That everything's fine I had a dream that took place Sixteen months ago I recall that your eyes Filled with youth and with hope We laid in the gra** And got lost in the stars With every touch came a rush Every song became ours Sweet Penelope Won't you wait for me I guess I lose my mind while your away Ophelia my dear If only you were near We wouldn't drown in sorrow every day Every second I miss you Just a little more than the last one Every day Drains my bones Now I remember what it's like to be alone Oh sh** There I go again My brain's still living in the past I'm wondering why every day is always the same Like life is a game with nothing to gain But put it away Throw it back up on the shelf "You only think about yourself" Is life with me a living hell? The walls fell They collapsed in on my head the day you left And all I'm left with is a guest who left a stain upon my bed And now I'm dead inside I'm open wide I try to hide in words that rhyme Am I alive inside my mind If it still lives a year behind? Sweet Penelope Won't you wait for me I guess I lose my mind while your away Ophelia my dear If only you were near We wouldn't drown in sorrow every day Every second I miss you Just a little more than the last one Every day Drains my bones Now I remember what it's like to be alone