Xam - Fade Away lyrics

I woke up in the morning from the wrong side of bed And I wish that I had stayed asleep and I wish that I was dead But I try my best to suffocate the pain that I’m feeling in my chest I’m depressed and stressed out I need some rest I don’t wanna be alive right now It’s a waste of time and I got demons deep inside my mind and I am sick and tired And I can’t hear my own thoughts I know that it’s my own fault Fading away from the family photos Oh no, I’m a no one I just wanna fade away I just wanna die today Erase me from your memories That way you won’t remember me So I hide my pain with a smile I couldn’t be happy even If I tried You think that I’m fine, It’s a disguise Reality is that I’m crying inside I don’t wanna do this anymore I’m laying on the bathroom floor It’s freezing and my back is sore I’m waiting for the reaper to come Creeping through the bathroom door I don’t wanna do this anymore No, I don’t wanna do this anymore I just wanna fade away I just wanna die today Erase me from your memories That way you won’t remember me I just wanna faaade away I just wanna die today Erase me from your memories That way you won’t remember me I just wanna fade away I just wanna die today Erase me from your memories That way you won’t remember me