X-Raided - Recidivism lyrics

[Hook] CDC What they do? (Bring em in and kick em out Bring em in and kick em out Bring em in This is what it's like in prison b**h Bring em in and kick em out Bring em in and kick em out Bring em in So for once you get your sentence trick) x2 [Verse 1] Let me tell you n***as the truth about livin in prison Actually it's factually worse than n***as envision Naturally you only understand what you witness So I give you a 1st person account of conditions Within the walls of the cells of the California Department of Corrections Where men suffer broken hearts from neglection Hard to respect a person and sympathize with a crook But come inside and I'll provide you a look Yeah A crime was committed You went to court and wasn't acquitted Or took a deal plead guilty and was sentenced Damn Leave the county jail and go to the reception and be cla**ified Hope that you don't get sent to a prison where you have to ride Northerners Southerns Bloods Crips and white boys f** fightin you better learn how to make you a knife boy Plus writin Your attorney ain't helpin your cause Cause he's a court-appointed public defendant helpin your cause [Hook] [Verse 2] You get it over then go to the whole workout and get swole Loose your mind and try to find it and get it under control They give you shoes that hurt your feet like broke-a** bottles Nothin to read but magazines and romance novels You only hope your loved ones keep sendin you letters But your girl probably leaved you thinkin she could do better Cause the pain in her eyes and heart is piercin her soul Like Lea Mex it's dark and it's high but it's deep and it's cold You gotta depend on the states just to feed your face Look at your reflection in the toilet water to see your face No mirrors no tears no matter how many years It appears they don't listen when you plead your case Life in the hole So what do you do No morals no values Do you study or screw Drop out or stay on the main line fightin for a cause that ain't real While they try gettin high off of drug deals [Hook] "I made my bed But it's too hard to be laying in it I'm fightin the drama But for some reason I'm stayin in it I'm writin to mama like can your son get a visit I'm feelin a little depressed maybe you can tell me what is it What you suggest" Mama told me too pray Said if not then my heart would rot and my shoulders would cave Exercise my mind and body t'like a soldier til I'm old and I'm grey Keep up my strength and my shoulders okay So much weight on my chest You keep writin these lyrics Either be sad and depressed Or get mad and be furious and have to calm down Gotta be serious period My name is Anerae Veshaughn Brown and this is my experience The K-17737 When the day come and the reverend said I would see Heaven I give up all the oxygen that I breathe in my chest To be in a free world with my girl it's freedom or d**h I builded up my strength physically mentally hopin that it'd last Til I'm with my family and this is all in the past It's all in my grasp The ball in my fist My heart in the palm of my hand Tryna hold it until you can call me a man Too hot the holy burnin flames only extinguished by love Til then I'll be the king of the thugs (Blocc Star) x8 [Hook] [Outro] So much weight on my chest Writin these lyrics My name is Anerae Veshaughn Brown and this is my experience K-17737 It's freedom or d**h