X Japan - Silent Jealousy lyrics

I'm looking for you Trying to reach your roses Carried away by the time Seijaku no kyouki ni katame o tsubusareta mama You've gone away From the stage Leaving no words There's just fake tears left itsuwari no shinju de kazatta bara no hanataba o sagasu I'm blind insane In the red of silence Now I've lost your love genkaku no ai ni kawareta ayatsuri ningyo Get me on my feet Get me back to myself Pretend you love me yubisaki made shinku ni somatta ore o mitsumete Mou taekirenai kodoku no serenade kyozou no umi ni nagash**e yume kara sameta chimamire no tenshi o mune ni daitemo I can not stop Silent Jealousy Don't you leave me alone kanashimi ni midarete modorenai ai o kazaru kurikaesu kodoku no naka ni Tell me true doko ni yukeba kurushimi o aiseru I still want your love ai o tomete kurui saku kioku o kesh**e "I just wanted to stay with you I just wanted to feel your breath of grace I didn't know what to do I couldn't say anything When consciousness returned Everything had been washed away by the tide of time, even you But the scars of memory never fade away I can't stop loving you Stop my tears Stop my loving k** my memories" You dyed my heart in blood No way to k** my sadness tachisaru mae ni korosh**e kyouki no ai ni dakareta hitomi wa nani mo mienai ima mo I miss you Can't live without you Silent Jealousy yume ni ochite dakishimeru kioku o Stay in yesterday toki o tomete kurikaesu kodoku o kesh**e Take me back to the memory, to the dream Silent Jealousy Don't you leave me alone kanashimi ni midarete k** me, Love