Wretch 32 - The End Scene lyrics

Suicide, that ain't the way to go But he was indecisive about a way to go He had everything from cribs to the latest clothes Plus he drove every whip that was made for road He was a juggler, plus and old school smuggler He used to send the youts to get the food from Columbia Back and forth two north were his lavish thoughts And that of course means Gs off your average call Putting on weight while he's sat indoors Watching Scarface like he ain't seen it Rewinding the last scene and while The last scene's rewinding he's daydreaming, woo Thinking that that may be him Cause he ain't never watched his life and then ain't seen his And normally he hates these flicks But there's something in this that he relates to, I think It must be the role or the clothes or the powder In some scenes, the coded erode the power His reputation speaks for itself He ain't speaking to you unless you speak for yourself He fell out with his mum a few years back Just cuh she knows his little secret She'll still die lonely if she keeps it Look, but she ain't got nothing that she'll miss But everyone makes mistakes But she can't stand him or his selfish ways And now she's days from drinking herself away Cuh it hurts that she lost her son And in his words, "I ain't got a mum" But it is worse, cuh they've lost their love And it is stern, it is not a front [Hook:] Let's go back to the start Let's go back to the start Let's go back to the start Let's go back to the start He's on his own with his cold heart Cuh it gets kinda cold in the winter Him and his wife, they ain't spoke since they split up Separated then got divorced She found out about his bit on the side And he couldn't apologise cuh that'd be k**ing his pride To tell the truth, he was living a lie Cuh he said that he loved her but he didn't trust her But he promised that he'd give it a try Cuh she was there when he was penniless He still thought she cheated but he never had the evidence Some nights wishing for intelligence Other times thinking 'bout the negligence But when the time was nice They lived a crisp style, sipping on the finest wine They never slipped while chilling with their diamond ice Watches cuh their time was priceless But watch this, when the time was violent He was into boxing, he was a silent fighter But that was before he proposed But he pledged that he'd change But only if they got married And he had a family of his own I ain't saying that I found the answer But the rich brother didn't die a father [Hook:] Let's go back to the start Let's go back to the start Let's go back to the start Let's go back to the start He's fascinated with wanting what he couldn't have Some would say he was stuck in his stubborn shell Cuh he was in love with his brother's girl And his brother's like the quietest guy I mean, Monday to Friday, 9 to 5 And if he works overtime it's to surprise his wife Cuh he ain't never had the girl of his dreams around And he was married to the girl that he dreams about So he'd do anything to keep her He'd rather be dead than have to leave her, he needs her He looks up to his big bro But he don't respect how he got rich though You would think that he was envious or something But I swear down, he never took a penny off his brother He'd rather work for it all He's a genuine guy, he's got his word and his balls But his girl was his fool Cuh he was back early with a little surprise Two tickets, they were s'posed to visit Dubai He ran straight in the room about to rip off his tie And what he saw with his eyes made him wish he was blind It was his lover and his brother Laying down, they were making love to one another Whoa, he dropped the tickets on the floor Right by the knickers on the floor He turned around, went downstairs He was kicking for the door He's tryna vanish, so he's looking for his car keys He's panicking, he can't breathe Finally he got in his car And he drove to his mum's, then he got in his yard He looked in his mum's face and his mum cried Cause she knew about her son's wife's one lie First she said she didn't have to tell him Then she said she didn't know how to tell him Then they're both bursting into tears, he was tryna figure out Where he went wrong, he was searching through the years Till they couldn't look each other in the eye Cuh from there on, he couldn't see his mother in his life Or his brother in his life Or his lover in his life Look, so he headed to his brother's Drowning, he was gonna leave in the flames Tears in his eyes as he speeds through the lanes They say love hurts, he was really feeling the pain He goes in with his spare key Thinking what matters to his brother Looking in the mirror like he's standing in the gutter Then his brother pulls up outside As he looks out the window, "come outside" But he just wants to make him pay So he pulls out the gun and begins to pray I can't believe what he did that day Suicide, that ain't the way to go But he was indecisive about a way to go Suicide, that ain't the way to go But he was indecisive about a way to go [Hook:] Let's go back to the start Didn't realise the story ended back where it starts Let's go back to the start Didn't realise the story ended back where it starts Let's go back to the start Didn't realise the story ended back where it starts Let's go back to the start Didn't realise the story ended back where it starts Our father, who art in heaven Hallowed be thy name Thy kingdom come Thy will be done On Earth as it is in heaven Forgive us our trespa**es And we forgive those Who trespa** against us Lead us not into temptation But deliver us from evil For yours is the kingdom The power and the glory Forever and ever Amen