Wrenn - Afterthoughts lyrics

Oh my endless distraction, I've been lying to you A few days now and things are feeling like they used to And though my room seems Like it's holding secrets cause it's seen it all Things feel alright When I'm sleeping away from the walls Oh, and you, you gave up on me to fast But your, oh, your parents would've never done that And yes it's cold out here But I'm feeling fine I'm a little bit better tonight And I must admit You've been on my mind But I'll, try to fight it And you, you'll try to fight it And your brother You look up to the way that he brushes his hair And you see things You see things in his words that I promise aren't there Saying "boy will you be like me?" Lost a lover, but I found her in poetry Is it cold out there? Are you feeling fine? Cause you don't seem yourself tonight Say "I must admit You've been on my mind But I'll try to fight it" Did you, did you try to fight it? Why'd you try to fight it? And the flowers The flowers you left, they started to die And my mother She don't understand why I won't take them outside