MY LIFE WAS NOT EXITING BUT ALSO NOT REALLY FRIGHTING I DID NOT CARE ABOUT THE THINGS WHATEVER FUTURE BRINGS EXPECTED SURELY TO LIVE FOREVER AT LEAST FOR ME TIME’S RUNNING SLOWER THIS CHANGED WITHIN SOME PAINFUL DAYS THERE WOULD BE NO REDEMPTIVE WAYS UNHEALABLE BUT FAST DISEASE NO DRUGS WERE FOUND THE PAIN TO EASE WHEN NIGHT COMES DOWN, FROZEN INSIDE I’M PETRIFIED, I CANNOT HIDE THIS AGONISING CREEPING DEATH! HOW CAN I STAND THIS ON MY OWN? OH MY GOD, IS THIS YOUR DRESS? PLEASE DON’T LET ME BE ALONE! THE PHYSICAL DECAY IS CLEAR THAT’S NOT WHAT I DO REALLY FEAR BUT WHAT IS UP WHEN ALL IS DONE? WHAT AWAITS ME, WHEN I’M GONE? I’D GLADLY TRUST IN JESUS CHRIST ETERNAL LIFE AND PARADISE BUT IT IS SO HARD FOR ME WHAT WILL I SEE, WHAT WILL THERE BE? NOW IT IS NEAR, THE LAST GOODBYE THERE’S NO TIME LEFT TO ASK YOU WHY? THIS AGONISING CREEPING DEATH! HOW CAN I STAND THIS ON MY OWN? OH MY GOD, IS THIS YOUR DRESS? PLEASE DON’T LET ME BE ALONE!