Abject, thoughts race, concede, blissful Memories of stagnation Forbidden fruit Elixer of life A poison filled chalice Torment Wisdom How long will I be lost in lies of sanity I crave the emptiness of ignorance The only true faith I've known Self flagellation Sins of mind A frail being A perilous balance, succumb Condemn Malign Rot Denuded, ultimate ngation, ecstasy, torture Craving, leads to disillusion, and disgrace Barren truth Retraction, regression ensues, withdrawal, vacant Become the haunted guise