Wiser Observer - Home lyrics

[Intro: Wiser Observer] Yeah Two-two months? Yeah, two months sh** I'm sorry Yeah [Verse 1: Wiser Observer] Alright, forgive me for the absence I've been drinking, smoking, f**ing To keep anxiety ducking Had to visit my home address Lost connection with Saviour Needed better reception for mama's prayers Noise complaints from the neighbors And I'd be mad if I wasn't always faded I'm doing pretty well as a student and a rapper Uber from a party with some girls singing "That Part!" Cousin Peya Happy belated So many aunties and uncles like vamboes are all related The girls in Vibe I paraded Songs I wrote, but then hated The two girls I wouldve dated Are two girls I never laid in The churches I never prayed in Temptations driving me crazy *censored* having a baby My father he never raised me Still my mother's baby My friends will always praise me [Hook: M.R.I] That's why I came home A lot of pain on my heart, man That I'll never let go But I'll never let it show [Verse 2: Wiser Observer & M.R.I] "Man up, my n***a! Bring that dope sh**, drug dealer" So you think I'm soft that's you If a woman feel my sh** that's cool It's been a tough couple months and it's like I'm losing it Put my heart in my music I'm abusing it Alcohol stays a drug and I'm using it Always been a great rapper I've been proving it My gift was that I could always rap Have their egos under attack Matter fact "hashtag black lives matter" is just a fact It's no wonder they're wanting gats For the purpose of clapping back Don't push me, n***a don't push me South African Ubers get attacked For the permits, for the stacks Gla** of water for the ash Brought up old sh** with my ex Tobacco still fill my chest Christian mother on my back Lord God I need rest [Hook: M.R.I] That's why I came home A lot of pain on my heart, man That I'll never let go But I'll never let it show [Bridge: Wiser Observer & M.R.I] Tuma are you back yet? Yes I'm back, yeah X4 What you doing tonight? What you doing? Are you staying are going? X2 [Hook: M.R.I] That's why I came home A lot of pain on my heart, man That I'll never let go But I'll never let it show That's why I came home