William Wilfred Campbell - Mordred: Act I, Scene 1 lyrics

PLACE—A hermitage in the woods. Enter ARTHUR, LAUNCELOT and other Knights. LAUN. Here is a place of prayer; we will alight, And rest a space and think us of our sins. AR. Launcelot, and were I shrived and clean Half hell itself were loosened of its pains. LAUN. Arthur, friend and lover of my youth, Couldst thou but throw this black mood from thee now, And get a sweeter hope into thy soul, Drive out the horrid phantoms of the past, And it were hope for Britain. Well thou knowest Men look to thee to succor this poor land Enrent by inward brawls and foreign hordes, Whose fields untilled, and vanished the smoke of homes. It hath been said that thou wouldst raise once more Out of these ruins a kingdom whose great fame Would ring for ages down the days of earth, And be a glory in men's hearts forever. [Pa**es to the left. AR. Launcelot, I know thy love for Arthur. 'Tis thy sweet, manly kinship of the heart, Opening thy spirit's windows toward the sun, Hath made my dark days lighter. Would that I Had kept me holy, innocent as thee. I might in kinder fate have made this land A place where holiness and peace might dwell, And such a white and lofty honor held Before men's eyes, that all the world would come And worship freedom's beauty freed from sin. Such dreams have haunted me from my first youth, In fitful slumbers or long marching hours. These lonesome, lofty vigils of the heart Have made men deem me colder. 'Tis my sin! O Launcelot, I am blacker than thou knowest! [Exit LAUNCELOT. Enter HERMIT. HER. And comest thou, my son, for Church's grace? AR. I come here, Father, for to have me shrived. [Kneels. HER. Then thou art shriven; such a noble face Could never harbor evil in its grace. [Lifts his hands in blessing. AR. Stay, holy Hermit, fair trees rot at heart, And I am evil if this world holds ill. I would lay bare my soul of its foul sin, And if there be white shrift for such as me In Heaven's mercy, I would crave it now; Though little of hope have I, if thou dost hear. HER. Wouldst thou confess, my son? The Church hath power To white the blackest sinner crawling foul From earth's most sensuous cesspool, doth he but Come in the earnest sorrow of his heart And lay his sins within her holy keeping. But well I know that thou art that great Arthur, The hope of all for succor to this realm:— For other man hath never worn such grace And nobleness of bearing as thou wearest. Fear not, my son; whatever be the sin Of thy hot youth, the past will be forgiven, And holy Church will freely pardon one And all the evil deeds that thou hast done. AR. Father, my life is haunted with one thought That comes between me and my sweetest hopes. In battle's clamor only will it pa**, But in my lonelier moments it comes in,— The awful memory of one heinous sin. HER. Of truth thou hast suffered over-much, my son. What is thy sin? AR. One deed beyond all others of my youth, Mad, pa**ionate and wild to savagery: I violated a maid's sanctuary, And afterwards I found—O Christ, forgive me! HER. Say on! AR. She was my sister! HER. Sancta Maria—Ora pro nobis! AR. It will not out. The evil of that night When I, unknowing, did that awful deed, Hath blackened all my future like a web. And when men look up to me as their sun, It makes my life seem like some whited tower Where all is foul and hideous within. HER. Thou sayest truth, my son, thy sin be heavy. [Crossing himself. AR. Oh swart, incestuous night whose bat-like wings O'erspread my life like thunder-gathering cloud, When will thy dawn break glimmering on my soul? Or wilt thou drag thy weary length along And spell thy moments out in hopeless years Until thy black o'erlaps the black of d**h In that dread journeying where all men go, When all my dreams are spent and smouldered down Like some far ruined sunset at life's edge, And hope deferred fades out in endless sleep? O holy man, forgive mine impious presence, Thy blessed office naught availeth me. HER. Nay, son, grieve not as one who hath no hope. Though awesome be this youthful sin of thine, Whose memory blurs thy loftier, holier dreams, Let not this one sin lead thee to blaspheme Thus ignorantly holy Church's power. Thy very sorrow half absolveth thee. In name of Him who blessed the dying thief, I bid thee look no longer at thy past, Which eateth like some canker at thy heart; Redeem thy past in deeds of future good. Deem'st thy high dreams were given thee for nought? There is a noble doom about thy face, A writing writ of God, that telleth me That thou art not a common ordered man, But one ordained as lofty ones of old For some great, lofty cause. Lift up thy heart; Earth hath a need of thee, thy people call, Wrongs long unrighted, evils long unplucked, All cry to thee for judgment. Palsy not The strength of thy great future brooding on An indiscretion of thy savage past. AR. And is it of God, O Father, thinkest thou? HER. Yea, my son; As are all hope and sunshine. What is life— But spring unmindful of bleak winter-time, Joying in living, mindless of old d**h; Youth dead to sorrow, age to coming night. Look up, forget thine evil, drink new faith From this glad parable of the wakening year. The Church's arms are round thee; build new hope In this poor Kingdom as the quickening year Hath made this wrinkled earth forget old sorrows; Be this but thine to do, and thou art pardoned. AR. Oh, blessed be thy counsel! Even now I feel new joys run riot in my heart. Old hopes long faded built on my high dreams! The old dread sorrow lightens, it is gone, And I go forth a shrived soul even now. Yea, hear me, Father, now I consecrate This my poor life to this great kingdom's weal, And be my God but with me, I will raise This head of sorrows out of clouds of ill, And build a splendor of my chastened will. Thy blessing, Father! HER. (raises his hand in blessing) Go forth from hence, Great Arthur, keeper of thy people's peace. Go forth to right all wrong and guard all right, In home and mart, in castle and in cot, Meting the same to high and lowly lot. Go forth in name of God to build a realm Built up on chastity and noble deeds, Where womanhood is gentle and austere, And manhood strong in its great innocence. Go, blessed of God and all thy fellow-men, Go in the strength of thy most high resolve, Thou wondrous soul, unto thy wondrous work, The glory of all the after days to be. AR. Amen! Amen!! CURTAIN.