William Control - Soliloquy lyrics

Oh lord I've tried to cut away All the cancer that lives within my skin and bones Oh my How hard it's been to live Without you by my side in this bed across the world Loss I've lived in tragedy I've given everything My soliloquy Loss My savage will to live My one last chance to give This soliloquy This time How calm before the storm The sunsets and our hearts grow very very cold This life How much longer can I wait If money was my object I'd bore you with a subject involving love