Will Wakefield - And In Summation... lyrics

well I've had enough of love and I've had enough of pain and witnessed all of my sadness materialize into shame the alcohol and broken gla** are everywhere and I look at myself through the coke on the mirror I keep telling myself, I keep saying I had a good time but I lost my grip to the devil tonight and baby you have to understand, I never thought it would end like this to smell her s**, to taste her lips to ever believe I could resist, and she said I know, you can't win them all, and you can't hold a grudge I guess I was alone when I fell in love but I must confess, I know what it means to have someone else come in between you and me she said remember, when I needed to get some help you wanted to get me off the street I used to get drunk all the time but who's more f**ed up now you or your Queen? I said I know the record spins round and round sometimes I'm lost and yeah well right now I'm found and as the needle it drops down I think it's time that I skip town I phoned your house on Salvation street You never answered, all I could hear was my heart beat and when I heard you were found hanging by your neck I try not to remember but how could I forget Someone told me once, that Jesus maybe dead but to look inside to find myself instead if hell is below, why does heat rise so high I wanted to say I love you, I wanted to say goodbye well I wish I could follow you someday well I wish I could up, up and fly away but now I know I can't do that and now I know that you aren't ever coming back some say you were a rebel, some say you were a traitor but I know you were right about one thing, that you and I were never a failure... So please accept my love, wherever you are