Will Oldham - Cat's Blues lyrics

I'm gonna turn my back for awhile, down While nothing bad can or will befall The lights welcome me all by myself And the fires only bronze they do not burn Well do you understand girls where its going I'll f** girls, if there's violence to come Why, happiness, ohhhh happiness They're crying, and their night has come See them in the theatre, they're very, very real Scold them when they come home, dirty, crying Well, love, is forbidden outwardly But inside there is no denying, oh So move love aside, boys, bury their hats And they suffer while they waste and hurt They are men who bow before us now And I do not trust them, no How many children are there like this? Yeah, and how many will I serve? O if I could have a clue what justice is It would be more than I deserve, oh O time is pa**ing, come into my house Loot the pantries and muss the sheets Have you found it useful, thinkin' here? Your host will be ten miles, on back