Will Hoge - Trying To Be A Man lyrics

One night I fell in love with a little girl And I gave her my whole world I knew right then that I never give it back And I wonder how I fell for that Five months latter with tears in both her eyes She handed me those two pink lines The only test in my whole life I didn't fail I told her we'd be fine but I was scared as hell Whow my love I hope it doesn't show But I'm scared to d**h of drowning in these things that I don't know Whow my love I hope you understand Truth is I'm a boy trying to be a man I got a hand me down gold ring to make it right and I could fell you kick when the judge said kiss the bride But your ma and me we walked out hand in hand Soon three against the world we'll make a stand But on the day that you were born she got called home It's the darkest thing my heart has ever known Doctor said I'm sorry and handed you to me I looked in your blue eyes and couldn't even speak Whow my son I hope it doesn't show But I'm scared to d**h of drowning in these things that I don't know Whow my son I hope you understand Truth is I'm a boy trying to be a man Your daddy's just a boy trying to be a man